I continue to not-so-frequently update it.
My parents are forcing me to attend school this fall, which is probably a good thing, instead of letting my fears get the best of me.
Summer 2011 has definitely gotten much better since my last entry, but it still hasn't been quite as enjoyable as last summer. Oh well. Last summer was freaking amazing anyway.
I consider myself a failure in so many ways that it's not even funny.
Hell, last night I hit a mailbox while driving my boyfriend's car.
I don't even have my license yet.
The funny thing is, I would have just laughed it off (like I was beginning to) if my boyfriend hadn't yelled at me afterward.
Failure failure failure failure failure
Maybe if I call myself a failure enough times, I won't be so damn disappointed when I screw up.
Anyway.
Lately I've been stressing over whether or not to take the student loan offered to me... I'm afraid to be in debt, but if I don't take it, my parents will be forced to pay for my classes out of their pocket.
This would be okay, but I'm planning to be a full-time student. Hah.
Monday is decision day. Monday is deadline day.
THE
LAST
REGISTRATION
DAY
The decision will be made by then.
May God help me.
